I thought this would be a good time to reflect on my recovery and to remind myself how far I have come in a relatively short period of time. These are posts from my CaringBridge site. I set it up prior to my surgery to help me communicate with my friends/family. Hope this is of some help to those of you who are just beginning this journey.
Week nine post-op report:
It is hard to believe my surgery on December 13 was only nine weeks ago. It seems like it was a lifetime ago. For those of you who don’t know, the surgery was to remove a tumor that was growing on my spinal cord. It was causing neurological damage that would have eventually left me paralyzed. The goal of the surgery was to remove the tumor while causing as little damage to the spinal cord as possible. The hope was to be no worse off after the surgery than I was before the surgery.
In the days immediately following surgery, just moving in bed was a challenge. With the help of my physical therapists I managed to get out of bed and using a walker, I made a victory lap around the nurses’ station. But it was clear that I still had neurological issues in my left leg/foot. For eight days I stayed in the hospital, getting stronger and learning to adjust to the restrictions the doctors put on my movement… no bending, lifting or twisting.
Since then I have contended with a cerebral spinal fluid leak, neurological pain, banding, muscle spasms, restrictions on my movement, and a host of other issues. Some of the pain and discomfort I am dealing with has improved with physical therapy, but I will probably continue to have muscular/neurological issues for quite some time. Fortunately, despite the discomfort, it seems I will eventually be able to regain most of my physical abilities. I am walking well (though I still lack confidence when walking due to persistent balance issues), and I am hopeful that the bending, lifting, twisting restrictions will be removed at the end of March.
I am still spending about 3-4 hours daily doing my exercises, stretches, and massages as part of my physical therapy, and I am going to start driving short distances. I still have a lot of pain/discomfort when sitting, so sitting in a car is like torture, but I have to do it to get back to my normal life/routine. I will also start transitioning back to work. I am going to work four hours a day from February 19-March 1. That will allow me to continue with my intense physical therapy schedule.
Wish me luck as I enter this new phase of my recovery!
This is what recovery looks like. Still have a long road ahead of me, but I am making progress. Top left chart is my daily runs before my surgery. Then there are three in the bottom row from the weeks immediately following surgery showing my daily walks. Finally you have my daily walks this past week.
Week eleven post-op report:
Tomorrow will be my first full day back at work. This recovery is the most difficult obstacle I have faced in my life. I am trying to stay positive and draw inspiration from any possible source. Here is my quote for tomorrow – “Success is not final, failure is not fatal: it is the courage to continue that counts.” – Winston Churchill
Week twelve post-op report:
This week’s milestone was my first day back in the classroom since the surgery. Between the killer commute and the unrelenting pain/discomfort, this has not been easy. However, I have been surrounded by amazing people who are cheering me on and encouraging me when I feel like I can’t keep going. A special shout out to all the people at work who have made me feel the love the past two weeks with your flowers, chocolates, donuts, messages, smiles, hugs, and positive energy! You have no idea how much your encouragement means to me! Thank you!